Egypt is a country that has me completely messed up in the head.
This is my “office” view as I work from my laptop today.
I have so many conflicting feelings about it.
I was in Egypt less than a month ago visiting family. But only a few days after returning to the UK, I decided to jump on a plane and come back. Ramadan started, my friends were all posting about the accompanying festivities, and I was missing it all. I hadn’t spent Ramadan in Egypt for several years.
When I told my therapist that I’d be missing a session because I wanted to go back to Egypt, she asked me what it was about Ramadan in Egypt that I missed. I had spent most of the session telling her about real-life problems I was facing and I was fine. But the minute I started describing what it was like to stand in the balcony at the time of the sunset call to prayer, when all the craziness of Cairo’s streets suddenly disappears, it all goes quiet, and people are in their homes with their families and friends around tables full of food and love, I broke down in tears.
Even my therapist’s face showed pain on my behalf. “Oooh. You’re homesick,” she said. (more…)
On January 28, 2011, after killing hundreds of revolutionaries, the Egyptian security forces retreated from the scene, suffering a huge emotional defeat after revolutionaries took over important squares all over the country. During the months to come, they would rarely appear on the streets of Egypt’s major cities, seemingly hoping that the country would descend into chaos. It would appear, however, that instead of mere moping, they spent the months between February 2011 and June 2013 regrouping. Now, under the leadership of General Al-Sisi, a leader even more ruthless than ousted President Mubarak if that is even possible, the Egyptian security forces have staged a comeback as no other. The twist is that they now have the support of a large portion of the Egyptian population.
The telltale signs of Mubarak’s former regime are all there:
Churches are burning and sectarian violence has returned.
The fear of the Shiites is stronger than ever in the hearts of Sunni Egyptians.
Opposition media have all been shut down while the majority of remaining media organizations are towing the military’s line.
Men in civilian clothing are present with the Egyptian security forces during all standoffs, standing with and shooting from among their ranks.
Claims of a need to clamp down on terrorists are being used to impose control over a whole country through martial law and curfews.
Egypt’s jails are overflowing with political prisoners.
Every kind of rumor imaginable with barely any evidence to back it is making the rounds among the Egyptian public.
And today we hear news of Mubarak’s imminent release after judges cleared him from a second corruption case.
When the good times arrive, they arrive in a flood. (more…)