The Night I Killed a Ghost Child

My earliest memory, beyond false memories that can sometimes be induced whilst looking at old photographs, is from the time when I was four years old.

My father was teaching at the University of Cambridge in England for a year. One night, while I was sleeping, I woke up to the sound of footsteps coming up the staircase. They were slow, purposeful footsteps; the scary kind like in horror movies. They were footsteps that were out to get you. I froze. My back was to the bedroom door and I could not turn around to see who it was. So the thing came to me. It walked into my room, around my bed, and stood right in front of me. It was the apparition of a 40ish woman. She was transparent (as ghosts tend to be). Her hair was held up high on her head in a bun (I can’t remember the birth dates of my own children but I remember that). She looked me straight in the eyes and said, “You killed my daughter!”

My heart stopped. I knew exactly what she was talking about. The electricity cut off just as ghost lady was starting up the stairs. As the nightlight went off in my room, and just as my eyes were getting accustomed to the dark, I saw a wisp of little girl disappear underneath my bed. In my head I figured that’s what happened when there is a power cut: little ghost girls die and hide underneath alive girls’ beds.

Once I realized that I had something to do with the death of a ghost child (I still had no real idea how I had anything to do with the power cut) and her mother was standing in front of my bed looking for retribution, I shrieked, “Mooooooommy!” My mother came into my room, sat next to me on my bed, took me into her arms, and asked me what was wrong. I told her what had happened. She chuckled and told me I must have had a bad dream. Mothers! She lit a candle and led me from my room to my parents’ room. I could sleep in their bed until the electricity came back.

I have never stopped wondering what really happened that cold, damp British night some 40 years ago.



  1. Just a few days ago I was sound asleep in a lodge room in St. Catherine when I woke up to three taps on the bottom of my foot. I opened my eyes quickly and stared but there was no one at the edge of the bed. I’ll never know if that was a dream or an actual tap, but I do know that it was clear enough to wake me up.

  2. I lived in some apartment for two years in Cairo, every night I hear footsteps of no visible origin when I went to bed. Eventually after being tired of keeping listening to them, I closed the door every night so I don’t hear them. Till this day I don’t know what caused that clear footsteps.

  3. Hi Nadia — maybe it was a case of hypnagogia — the kind of hallucination that can come when you are on the border of being awake and being asleep — (or Hypnapompia, which is a hallucination that comes in the period between being asleep and being awake). I had one (hypnagogia) once and it was incredibly vivid and chilling.

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